i think it's fair for me to say that I've had a hard year. I've finally seen what real stress can be( with my prelims and exams coming up and all) and i had to stop seeing one of my best friends in school because of one stupid incident. now i only see when i walk down the corridor with her and when i occasionally see her at the weekend. i see now in leaving her and that whole group of friends, it's me who's come out the better person. at the end of the day, i was fed up of being treated like shit and i knew that i deserved better.
now I'm closer than ever with her but it still makes me sad to look over at them all in school and see all the things I'm missing but I'm happier now than i ever was when i hung around with them. sometimes the best choice isn't always the easiest one, and i had to learn that the hard way.
i think i've been needing to say get that out for a while now but i never knew who to tell. i guess this blog has given me an outlet for all the things i've wanted to say but never knew how.
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