tonight, we are young

i need a change.

maybe i should cut my hair.. but these last few days, I've been feeling a little restless. i don't what it is but I'm just fed up with everything but then i feel like i don't see enough of other things? yeah, i am aware that I'm totally and completely contradicting myself.

I'm so glad that i start new classes after my exams because i just feel like my classes are becoming so tedious and pointless. I'm so over intermediate 2's. I'm ready to start my higher courses because they are the qualifications that i actually need to get into uni! i just feel like I'm wasting my time in school because there's so much that i want to do and i feel like I'll never get round to doing them unless i do it now. why can't i be 18 already? i want to drive; i want to travel; i want to be able to do what i want when i want to do them. i want to get out of Scotland and start living my life!

oh, the frustrations of teenage angst.

ah well, i guess on the bright side its nearly summer? at least after summer, i should get to see my best friend more? it's ironic that she is in my year, and goes to my school, and yet, i only really get to see her at the weekends because i don't really mix well with all the people that she's friends with in school... its funny how one person can make everything change. but she should be in at least one of my classes next year so that means I'll hopefully be in a minimum of 6 classes with her! 

i know it's Monday but it honestly feels like it should be Friday again! i find school so draining. I'm already exhausted! 


sorry for the rant, I will be happier next time :)