the perfect end to a perfect day

snapped this picture from my friends bedroom window on Saturday night. my camera's out of battery so i had to use my phone so it's not the best quality but i just had to get a picture! she lives in troon so you can see the isle of arran in the background. 

insomniac

I honestly think I'm becoming an insomniac. I can never get to sleep at night and always wake up early in the morning!
It is almost 12.30 am so it is now Monday. In less than 7 hours I need to get up for school :( normally I hate school but I only have 2 more days of my fourth year classes and then I'll be on study leave for a month! yaaaaaaaaaay! I honestly can't wait even though l'll have to do an insane amount of studying!
Oh well.. I'm away to try get to sleep, goodnight ♥

tonight, we are young

i need a change.

maybe i should cut my hair.. but these last few days, I've been feeling a little restless. i don't what it is but I'm just fed up with everything but then i feel like i don't see enough of other things? yeah, i am aware that I'm totally and completely contradicting myself.

I'm so glad that i start new classes after my exams because i just feel like my classes are becoming so tedious and pointless. I'm so over intermediate 2's. I'm ready to start my higher courses because they are the qualifications that i actually need to get into uni! i just feel like I'm wasting my time in school because there's so much that i want to do and i feel like I'll never get round to doing them unless i do it now. why can't i be 18 already? i want to drive; i want to travel; i want to be able to do what i want when i want to do them. i want to get out of Scotland and start living my life!

oh, the frustrations of teenage angst.

ah well, i guess on the bright side its nearly summer? at least after summer, i should get to see my best friend more? it's ironic that she is in my year, and goes to my school, and yet, i only really get to see her at the weekends because i don't really mix well with all the people that she's friends with in school... its funny how one person can make everything change. but she should be in at least one of my classes next year so that means I'll hopefully be in a minimum of 6 classes with her! 

i know it's Monday but it honestly feels like it should be Friday again! i find school so draining. I'm already exhausted! 


sorry for the rant, I will be happier next time :)

happy days!

hahaa, sound this old post that i forgot to publish;

so I finally got the laptop fixed so i can blog agaaaaain!
the only bad thing is that the entire memory got wiped so i lost all my pictures, itunes, school work etc.. 
not much has been happening though, just a bit stressed because i've had my final music exam, french speaking and next week i have to a spanish writing prelim and a big essay on the russian civil war for history. even though my exams are in two months my social life is starting to pick up though ^.^ i've got two birthday party's next weekend, kate is coming over tomorrow so we can pig on take-away and i am hopefully going to get to see the hunger games with Iman and Jordyn at some point! i honestly cant wait, josh hutcherson(the guy that plays Peeta) is absolutely gorgeous <3 

I JUST LOVE HER SO MUCH.

why are you so perfect?

so call me maybe?

 how brilliant is this? and woah.. i haven't blogged in forever!

not even going to recount what been happening because in all honesty nothing much has happened since my last blog. Ive just been stressing about my exams that start in about two weeks!!! I'm so scared that I'll fail everything but i know that I've not been studying as much as i should. I'm glad that that's the end of fourth year now. despite all my highers next year, I'm really looking forward to it! I've picked english, maths, spanish, french and history and i love all those subjects except english! I'm also looking forward to being in a new class with new people. i guess I'm just looking for a fresh start because this year sucked! i had to deal with moving groups of friends all because of 2 girls and keeping on top of 8 subjects that i know Ive got to sit exams in. 

but on the bright side I'm going to see lady gaga in september in london with caaaaaaaaaarine!!!!

i need to go here someday!

oh, did i mention that i love the hunger games?